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In my last post, Road Trip Reflections: Battles are Won from Within, I mentioned that I’d driven to my folks in southeast Missouri on Sunday on my way to San Antonio, Texas. By the time I returned home this last Sunday night I’d made stops to visit family in New Braunfels and San Antonio, Texas, Lake Charles and Thibodaux, Louisiana, and Memphis, Tennessee for a total of about 56 hours of windshield time.
Can you tell I like to drive? There’s just something about being on the road and away from everything else. It might seem like escapism but, if so, I’m escaping to a place of solitude. And, most of the miles are driven in silence. Author Henri J.M. Nouwen, writing on silence, solitude and prayer said something along the lines of, “Solitude is not being alone, but being alone with God. Silence is not not speaking, but listening to God. Together, they call us to prayer”. My time behind the wheel is a welcome opportunity to reconnect, to converse with God, to look at my life, and analyze if I’m living the life He would have me live.
But, occasionally I do listen to music or podcasts while driving. And, my music is often anything from Jerry Jeff Walker. His last album, It’s About Time, is one of my favorites. The second song on the album is California Song, a beautiful tune Walker wrote about wondering where life would have led him had he not met his wife. I was listening to this and my thoughts began to go down that same road, except to wonder where I’d be if I had not let God into my life. The more I thought about it the more I thought I could write my own song to that tune. So, I did. And, I thought I’d share it with you here. (It’s okay, you can sing along, I won’t tell anyone).
I Remember the Time When – Lyrics by Jerry Robinson
I remember the time when I put work ahead of family I was running hard but, Lord, I wasn't free. I was chasing the pipeline, Living hotel to hotel, The pay was good but not so good for me. One day I hit the bottom Stressed, confused and lonely I knew I couldn't live my life that way. I retreated to a church pew, Kneeled down before You, I bowed my head and there began to pray Chorus: And I fell in love with You, Lord, You made my life so special, You taught me how to love the way You do. You gave my life new meaning, With my wife, my friends, and children, I'm grateful for the love I found in You. I remember the time when I wanted nothing to do with You, Lord I was in control and knew what was best for me. I never stopped to question, Why I wasn't happy, I was blinded by my pride and couldn't see. And I fell in love with You, Lord, You made my life so special, You taught me how to love the way You do. You gave my life new meaning, With my wife, my friends, and children, I'm grateful for the love I found in You. Bridge And, I know You had a plan, Lord, But I was just too stubborn, You were there when I had no place to go. Now each night before I sleep I hate to think where I might be Had I passed the chance to open up that door. I remember the time when Promotions were what I worked for, I thought they'd bring a better way to live. But, now I trust in You, Lord, You'll always be there for me, 'Cause there's more to life than what the world can give. And I fell in love with You, Lord, You made my life so special, You taught me how to love the way You do. You gave my life new meaning With my wife, my friends, and children, I'm grateful for the love I found in You.
“Good and gracious, God, thank You! Just thank You! Amen.”
(Road Trip Reflections: I Remember the Time When… was first published on the blog Reflections of a Lay Catholic)
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